Knowing....

Sam e-mailed us late last night.

Lucky for me I have a sweet hubby who checks the e-mail for me when he can't sleep. He woke me at 2:45 am to let me know there was a message from Sam.

We laid in bed, close to each other and read her news. It was such a blessing, not getting any sleep. I'm so glad that we read it then, and not this morning when I was alone with the kids. It gave us time alone, to take it all in. The Lord knew I would need that.

She is in the hospital. The girls will be coming early--hopefully they will stay in just a little longer though so they can be so strong and healthy. She will be 34 weeks tomorrow.

She has decided to keep them and raise them herself.

This hurts, but it is so good to finally know.

Now that I know I can work on moving on.

Healing.

Growing from what I have been through.

Hopefully Sam will still trust us and let us remain friends with her.

Thank you to all of you who have prayed for us through this time. Please continue to pray for Sam and the girls.