Shopping in Manti.....

When Holly and Juanita were here a few weeks ago they went shopping in search of some special ingredients for some soup that they said was REALLY good.

We went to 3 stores before we found it.

And, just so you know, the soup was NOT really good.

Not really at all.

But, they did see what it's like to shop at Manti Market......

LOL!!!!

Seriously.......not a joke at all........this was for real.

Now you all know why I do my shopping at Kent's:)

Yesterday was a hard day for me. I thought I was doing so good, and I am really. I just have moments where it's not so easy to just move on. I had plans, big plans. Not really set in stone plans, but plans I was hoping for. Well, okay, so I really didn't have plans, just hopes. Whatever, I can't explain it.

Yesterday Tara and I made invitations and sent them out for Suzanne's wedding shower---which I was maybe not going to be able to make it to. I signed up to help in the Temple during Pageant---not something I was maybe going to be around for. We are starting Pageant practices tonight--not something I thought we would be around for this year.

Yeah, plans have changed.

I tried talking with Matt last night.

I told him that it hurt to make the plans and carry them through.

I wandered around my house yesterday for almost an hour, inside and out, trying to make myself do something, anything.....it's not like it's hard to find things to do around here:). I had just lost motivation.

Matt is such a man, and I told him so.

A very sweet man, but a man just the same.

I was telling him about all my mixed up emotions and he asked me if I trusted in Heavenly Father. I told him that of course I did, I had complete faith in Him and knew without any doubt that he knew what was best for me--but that didn't stop all the pain.

Matt's response, "Then get over it."

Yeah, he's a man.

But I do love that man of mine. So I went running with him this morning, half way at least, I made him walk home holding my hand:).

And today is going to be a better day. I made a game plan last night. I wrote a LONG list of things I just have to get done, and I am going to do them!

Here's to living and learning :)